Shanghai.. for me its like the city of dreams... It impressed me at first sight. I was a brown eyed boy.. entering into the wonderland. Everyone in India says if you go out of the country you will definitly be impressed. But Shanghai impresses everyone.
I have spent 4 months and 13 days there.. and i never repented being there. Sometimes things happen by chance. and those chances must not be missed. I had my luck.. and I got on board.
If someone asks me what I miss most about Shanghai, my answer is the night life. The pubs, the restaurants, the players arena, everything was wonderful. They are here in India too.
But I know.. my answer to myself is I miss her. She was the best female that ever came into my life. She showed me what exactly is female companionship is all about. I just long for her togetherness. And every day I am away from her.. I feel more passionate about her. Fact is I dont want to be without her anymore. My body and mind shrieks with the pain caused by her abscence.
Am I going insane, or I already am? Indian society wont understand this relationship, but what so ever this is, its beautiful. She might be a lot elder to me, which was initially my concern, but in these 20 days, I have come to know.. that sometimes these superficial gaps do not matter. Here the only thing that matters is whats between her and you. How deep is the feeling.
I dont know how to explain to my family, they matter most to me? As for society I dont give a F**k.
